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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: [JEAN] Metro: Gender: Female Interests: God. bff. mall. music. korean drama. movies. beach. snow. food. ice cream. sleep. sleepovers. girl talks. long chats. hugs. smile. Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: smileforjean Member Since: 2/18/2004

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

TIME.

what an awkward, yet strong word.

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

warning: i'm just gonna write some nonsense stuff. so you dont have to read.

now that i think about whats going on right now,
so many things have changed over the past time. and i just want it to go back. way way back. all the way back where i smiled all the time and the best person to rely on is God.
yeah, im in high school now. but things are so out of place. and im lost..
sometimes, i feel like im the only one in my own little world and i cant feel what i felt
before-- happiness.
its getting harder and harder to smile.. to pray..
often, i get so frustrated because i want so much .. or i want to help in everyway i can.. but its just not enough. it might sound corny, but sometimes i feel like i dont belong..and i cant do anything right. perhaps ... a failure? i get so angry at my family, and later im thinking.. what the heck did i do. how can i be so stupid.
in anything i do, i cant think straight anymore and all i long for is a huge break that i could just relax and do whatever i want... but hey, its life.
its hard..
and i long for the comforting presence of God. i stopped walking with him, and i went back.. far far back. where im standing far in the corner wondering what im doing there.

i need a hug.
i need God.

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Friday, October 21, 2005

LOVE. a very difficult word.
its not about what you do or how sweet he is.
its about the connection between two people
and the affection you have for that person.
even in our age. we think we're in love, but we're not.
we don't know what love truly means.
thats why its so great to see an old couple in love.
they love each other so deeply and it looks like they can't ask for more.
they understand what love can do to you.
they've gone through so much together, made it through for such a long time
and they're still in love with each other.
saying i love you is the deepest words you can ever say
and if you say it, you should love them with the very bottom of your heart.
love is just a complicated thing and we shouldnt be messing around with it.
people shouldnt be playing with each others hearts.

yeah. just a thought that popped up. lol
but life has been pretty busy lately with all the studying and stuff.
and weird things have been going on lately.
one day i wake up. and i see the same things with different feelings.
some sudden new feelings that make me see things so much more clearly.
its like everything before was just a blur and didnt mean anything.
now everything i do means something and everything i say is listened.
i dont think becoming mature could actually fit what i'm feeling.
its weird, i know. really weird actually.

p.s. just to add to my long lecture... new layout! haha
an old couple holding hands... how comforting.

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

973.214.8932--
hmm.. i was bored so just filled this out. x)
might be long to read. haha

10 randomn things about me
10. i love ice cream. x)
09. smile for jean! :D
08. my parents are so overprotective.
07. i love hugs.
06. the song "like you" by bow wow is stuck in my head.
05. i don't like staying at home.
04. i want to go to korea.
03. i miss you.
02. i want to watch a movie.
01. i'm hugging my teddy bear. <3

9 ways to win my heart
09. sing me a nursery song at night
08. hug me :D
07. be understanding.
06. hear what i have to say. (although i usually have nothing much to say )
05. being able to do anything for me.
04. sweet-ness.
03. surprises.
02. telling me you love me. <3
01. call me & leave me voicemail messages. :D

8 things I wanna do before I die
08. change someone into a better person
07. go to europe! :D
06. go on a cruise with my friends.
05. love to be like one of those krn dramas. hahaha
04. do something really sweet for my friends that they could remember forever
03. have a date on the beach holding hands. :DDDDD
02. help people in great need
01. tell someone about God and change them into a good Christian

7 ways to annoy me
07. my brother. but i still love him ;]<3

06. stalker.

05. saying things that i don't want to hear.

04. how people change when they're with their "friends"

03. when people say i look like someone.

02. when people don't smile. :D

01.

6 things I believe in
06. God/Jesus/Christianity

05. there's a reason for everything

04. miracles
03. destiny

02. long lasting friendship

01. hmm.. love.

5 things I¡¯m afraid of
05. hmm.. how awesome God is.

04. losing you.

03.

02.

01.

4 of my favorite items in my room
04. teddy bear.

03. my bed.

02. my pillow.

01. jewelry box. xDDD

3 things I do everyday
03. smile! :D

02. call somebody

01. think about you.

2 things I wanna do right now
02. go out with my friends and do something without worrying.

01. go on vacation. x) its too late.

1 person I wanna see right now
01. him.

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

30 WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE
[1] tell her she is beautiful or pretty. not hot or fine. we hate that.
[2] hold her hand even if it is just for a second.
[3] gently kiss her on the forehead & nose
[4] leave her voice messages to wake up to.
[5] tell her you love her often.
[6] when she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to u
[7] recognize the small things ..they mean the most.
[8] call her sweetie. (not baby)
[9] sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is
[10] pick her over all the OTHER girls you hang out with
[11] write her notes. (she'll love them..even if they're stupid)
[12] introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend
[13] play with her hair.
[14] pick her up, tickle her, & wrestle with her.
[15] sit in the park & just talk to her.
[16] tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her JOKES
[17] throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because u miss her.
[18] let her fall asleep in your arms
[19] carve your names into a TREE.
[20] get her mad.then KiSS her
[21] give her piggyback rides
[22] bring her FLOWERS just because
[23] treat her the same around your friends as you do when you`re alone
[24] look her in the eyes & SMILE
[25] let her take as many pictures as she wants
[26] SLOW DANCE with her, even if there isn't any music playing
[27] KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
[28] give her yur coat when it's cold.
[29] when she's sad, stay on the phone with her...even if she doesn't say anything.
[30] if you`re in love with her.. tell her

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